Erti kehambaan, hakikat kehidupan

"dan hendaklah engkau merendahkan diri kepada keduanya kerana belas kasihan dan kasih sayangmu, dan doakanlah: 'Wahai tuhanku! Cucurilah rahmat kepada mereka berdua sebagaimana mereka telah mencurahkan kasih sayangnya memelihara dan mendidikku semasa kecil" (al isra' :24) Biar kejam seorang bapa, biar cuai seorang ibu Mahupun busuk seorang bapa biar kafir atau sundal sekalipun seorang ibu bukan anak yang bertindak menghukum mereka. Segala dosa ibu bapa, kecuaian mereka dan serba-serbi kesalahan dan kekurangan mereka, ibu bapa itulah yang akan bersoal jawab dengan Allah tentang peranan dan tanggungjawab mereka terhadap kita. Namun bagi seorang anak, tugas kita adalah untuk tetap menghormati, menjaga kebajikan,memelihara dan memenuhi keperluan mereka tatkala mereka dalam hajat yang diwajarkan syariat. "ibu bapa adalah pintu syurga paling tengah. Terserlah kepada kamu sama ada mahu mensia siakan pintu itu atau memeliharanya" (hadis riwayat Ahmad, At Tarmizi da...

Assalamualaikum wbt buat blog yang telah lama tidak dikemas kini. Alhamdulillah,segala puji-pujian hanyalah pada pemilik seluruh alam yang Maha Sempurna. Walau hakikat diri ini hamba yang lemah dan penuh dosa, namun tidak sesekali DIA menarik nikmat-nikmat yang diberikan. Alhamdulillah. Beberapa hari lagi genap 2 bulan aku berada di tanah air. Peluang menghirup udara di bumi Malaysia amat menyegarkan, membuka minda kepada nikmatnya sinaran terik sang matahari, indahnya rintik-rintik hujan menimpa bumi yang hijau seluas mata memandang. SubhanaAllah, Maha Suci Tuhan Yang Mencipta. Ku kira, hati ini amat dekat pada sesuatu yang tetap, statik ... tiada keperluan memikirkan mengenai musim yang bakal berganti, kerana setiap perubahan musim pasti membawa kepada keperluan yang berbeza termasuklah pakaian, makanan, jadual waktu solat dan aktiviti lain. Berbeza dengan kehidupan di sini, semuanya kekal seperti hari sebelumnya, hanya diri bertindak sebaiknya menjadikan setiap waktu lebih baik dari...

Alhamdulillah,all praises only due to Allah swt. HE who has guided who HE has chosen on the right path and saved HIS servant from the hell fire. Alhamdulillah, I arrived home safely after sending nad,jami and her mum to the airport after 2 weeks being here to visit me :) Thank you very much for the visit,only Allah knows how much it meant to me. I do hope our time together, travelling would give at least some benefit,insyaAllah apart from me being noisy and embarrassing you three like always :) Knowing yourself I guess having nad and jami around just brings back a lot of memory. All the things we had do together before, we talked about, we recalled. MasyaAllah, we have been together for about 10 years!!! That is so amazing,alhamdulillah. I hope that Allah will bless us all. I knew now how important it is to really know yourself, to make yourself better than before although just a tiny bit. Years go by and death is coming nearer each year, hence I should not waste my life. I am glad I a...

Sometimes you are up, Sometimes you are down, Sometimes you repeat your mistakes, Sometimes things repeat itself. I am again at this junction, Seems like it is much clearer, Although there is a grey area, Trying to be stronger, But still I keep falling deeper. Tears are now my true companion, To get me through this hard times, Better, I am better, But does that come with denial and false hope for things to disappear? No one said this life is fair, So I am not questioning nor regretting, Being thankful and moving on with this small steps, Is all that I am able doing, For dreams can only be so good while you are asleep. Disappointed with the world, How it has turned out to be so cruel, Because of our own mistakes, Feels like giving up, Feels alone in this sole climb... But I am not letting this get control of my life, They have been through it, And they are better than before, For sure! And so do I. Allah will never test you with something that you can't face, this world is just a mo...

يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا اجْتَنِبُوا كَثِيرًا مِّنَ الظَّنِّ إِنَّ بَعْضَ الظَّنِّ إِثْمٌ ۖ وَلَا تَجَسَّسُوا وَلَا يَغْتَب بَّعْضُكُم بَعْضًا ۚ أَيُحِبُّ أَحَدُكُمْ أَن يَأْكُلَ لَحْمَ أَخِيهِ مَيْتًا فَكَرِهْتُمُوهُ ۚ وَاتَّقُوا اللَّهَ ۚ إِنَّ اللَّهَ تَوَّابٌ رَّحِيمٌ 'Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Jauhilah kebanyakan dari sangka an (supaya kamu tidak menyangka sangka an yang dilarang) kerana sesungguhnya sebahagian dari sangka an itu adalah dosa dan janganlah kamu mengintip atau mencari-cari kesalahan dan keaiban orang dan janganlah setengah kamu mengumpat setengahnya yang lain. Adakah seseorang dari kamu suka memakan daging saudaranya yang telah mati? (Jika demikian keadaan mengumpat) maka sudah tentu kamu jijik kepadanya. (Oleh itu, patuhilah larangan-larangan yang tersebut) dan bertakwalah kamu kepada Allah; sesungguhnya Allah Penerima taubat, lagi Maha mengasihani. ' (Al-Hujurat:12)

Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah I haven't felt like this for a long time, This feeling is different, Feels like everything is blooming, Although it has been raining since morning. I am learning more about myself day by day, I am happy when the people I love is happy, To see them laughing together, Appreciating the time spent although not for forever, No worries or any hidden agenda. I hope this can lasts forever, I am missing those smiles, Those faces, But now I am at peace, As I know there are as one again. Alhamdulillah Thank you very so much Allah cannot stop smiling today :) Ain be good and study hard.hehe, stop playing fb! Mak,E and Ain, this is for you...

This year for me is the hardest to get through it seems, tests after tests come and go. Although it is the the same old cycle, I seemed to fall every time. Sad and pathetic. I feel so tired of all these, my health seems to go down with my physical and spiritual state. No more tears are left to cry for and no more shoulder to turn to. I feel like escaping far away from this state that I am being now. Nothing that I have done seems right and the output does not match the input or even just the plan. I am angry with this! It always worked perfectly or even better before, never it be as this disaster. And the world, it is crying and trying so hard to wake the so called 'best man ever created' who does not seems to response very well to it. Instead we are good at making up excuses for all the wrong doings that we have done. How shameful and 'smart' are we o mankind? Not using our brain to think but to deceive others and Allah swt (again here the brain is no use at all as if ...