I miss Mak
I try to hush away all the memories knowing I would break down with regrets I am not looking forward for this Ramadhan... I know I am at lost and so Allah I seek strength from You Give me the passion to do my best this Ramadhan thou it is hard to bear not having her with me I did not spent much time last year Ramadhan as it was Covid time hence I was away most of the time at my rented house That hurts .... She never ask for anything Now I will give everything if only she could come back The only thing she would keep requesting or perhaps sharing her intention is to go Makkah to perform hajj/umrah And I was praying for it to come true I was planning to push her all around His holy home with a wheelchair, I would carry her on my back if I have to We would wake up so early just to get as close as we can to His Kaabah But He has better plan for us both And I am still trying to accept His plans It will be ok Someday Sooner than later Til then dear Lailatulema Please do good Pl