Erti kehambaan, hakikat kehidupan

يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا اجْتَنِبُوا كَثِيرًا مِّنَ الظَّنِّ إِنَّ بَعْضَ الظَّنِّ إِثْمٌ ۖ وَلَا تَجَسَّسُوا وَلَا يَغْتَب بَّعْضُكُم بَعْضًا ۚ أَيُحِبُّ أَحَدُكُمْ أَن يَأْكُلَ لَحْمَ أَخِيهِ مَيْتًا فَكَرِهْتُمُوهُ ۚ وَاتَّقُوا اللَّهَ ۚ إِنَّ اللَّهَ تَوَّابٌ رَّحِيمٌ 'Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Jauhilah kebanyakan dari sangka an (supaya kamu tidak menyangka sangka an yang dilarang) kerana sesungguhnya sebahagian dari sangka an itu adalah dosa dan janganlah kamu mengintip atau mencari-cari kesalahan dan keaiban orang dan janganlah setengah kamu mengumpat setengahnya yang lain. Adakah seseorang dari kamu suka memakan daging saudaranya yang telah mati? (Jika demikian keadaan mengumpat) maka sudah tentu kamu jijik kepadanya. (Oleh itu, patuhilah larangan-larangan yang tersebut) dan bertakwalah kamu kepada Allah; sesungguhnya Allah Penerima taubat, lagi Maha mengasihani. ' (Al-Hujurat:12)

Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah I haven't felt like this for a long time, This feeling is different, Feels like everything is blooming, Although it has been raining since morning. I am learning more about myself day by day, I am happy when the people I love is happy, To see them laughing together, Appreciating the time spent although not for forever, No worries or any hidden agenda. I hope this can lasts forever, I am missing those smiles, Those faces, But now I am at peace, As I know there are as one again. Alhamdulillah Thank you very so much Allah cannot stop smiling today :) Ain be good and study hard.hehe, stop playing fb! Mak,E and Ain, this is for you...

This year for me is the hardest to get through it seems, tests after tests come and go. Although it is the the same old cycle, I seemed to fall every time. Sad and pathetic. I feel so tired of all these, my health seems to go down with my physical and spiritual state. No more tears are left to cry for and no more shoulder to turn to. I feel like escaping far away from this state that I am being now. Nothing that I have done seems right and the output does not match the input or even just the plan. I am angry with this! It always worked perfectly or even better before, never it be as this disaster. And the world, it is crying and trying so hard to wake the so called 'best man ever created' who does not seems to response very well to it. Instead we are good at making up excuses for all the wrong doings that we have done. How shameful and 'smart' are we o mankind? Not using our brain to think but to deceive others and Allah swt (again here the brain is no use at all as if