Erti kehambaan, hakikat kehidupan

Alhamdulillah,all praises only due to Allah swt. HE who has guided who HE has chosen on the right path and saved HIS servant from the hell fire. Alhamdulillah, I arrived home safely after sending nad,jami and her mum to the airport after 2 weeks being here to visit me :) Thank you very much for the visit,only Allah knows how much it meant to me. I do hope our time together, travelling would give at least some benefit,insyaAllah apart from me being noisy and embarrassing you three like always :) Knowing yourself I guess having nad and jami around just brings back a lot of memory. All the things we had do together before, we talked about, we recalled. MasyaAllah, we have been together for about 10 years!!! That is so amazing,alhamdulillah. I hope that Allah will bless us all. I knew now how important it is to really know yourself, to make yourself better than before although just a tiny bit. Years go by and death is coming nearer each year, hence I should not waste my life. I am glad I a...

Sometimes you are up, Sometimes you are down, Sometimes you repeat your mistakes, Sometimes things repeat itself. I am again at this junction, Seems like it is much clearer, Although there is a grey area, Trying to be stronger, But still I keep falling deeper. Tears are now my true companion, To get me through this hard times, Better, I am better, But does that come with denial and false hope for things to disappear? No one said this life is fair, So I am not questioning nor regretting, Being thankful and moving on with this small steps, Is all that I am able doing, For dreams can only be so good while you are asleep. Disappointed with the world, How it has turned out to be so cruel, Because of our own mistakes, Feels like giving up, Feels alone in this sole climb... But I am not letting this get control of my life, They have been through it, And they are better than before, For sure! And so do I. Allah will never test you with something that you can't face, this world is just a mo...