2 weeks back to memory lane

Alhamdulillah,all praises only due to Allah swt. HE who has guided who HE has chosen on the right path and saved HIS servant from the hell fire.

Alhamdulillah, I arrived home safely after sending nad,jami and her mum to the airport after 2 weeks being here to visit me :) Thank you very much for the visit,only Allah knows how much it meant to me. I do hope our time together, travelling would give at least some benefit,insyaAllah apart from me being noisy and embarrassing you three like always :)


Knowing yourself

I guess having nad and jami around just brings back a lot of memory. All the things we had do together before, we talked about, we recalled. MasyaAllah, we have been together for about 10 years!!! That is so amazing,alhamdulillah. I hope that Allah will bless us all.

I knew now how important it is to really know yourself, to make yourself better than before although just a tiny bit. Years go by and death is coming nearer each year, hence I should not waste my life. I am glad I am still the same old me just with few improvements, I am now more mature,haha, right nad n jami? :) alhamdulillah,all praises due to Allah.

I want to thank you you two for coming here (and mak cik!!! ) especially at this time when I really needed someone to talk to. Alhamdulillah, everything that HE has decided is definitely the best for HIS servant. Do forgive me for my shortcomings! The extra mile you have to walk , may Allah grant them equally if not more.Ameen.

Sayang korang kerana Allah, nad,jami! Maknya juga!

10 more days til home

I cannot wait. I am on the verge of finishing my e-portfolio and insyaAllah will be sending them tomorrow, do pray for me. May Allah give me the best result.Ameen.

Then, I will be busy packing, getting all the jobs that I left undone to be done! (which is a long list, very very long.huhu) and finding the strength before my fight back home.

So what do I learn from all this?

Do not pressure yourself, or you might get sick (trust me!)
takes thing one at a time
Leave the rest to HIM
with good intention
why the worries?

:)

Mak,ain!!! I am coming back.
My heart is hurting, it is so hard to forgive and forget...
if you still can't see it
.........

Comments

  1. ummu1 June 2010 at 18:06

    salam ukhuwah Ema
    masyaAllah,10 tahun..lama tu.
    semoga ukhuwah itu terus disirami rahmat Ilahi.
    selamat berjuang di medan ilmu di rantau orang nun di sana...

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