Make me strong
Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah
All praises is due to Allah swt.
Every breath, every steps along the way,
Never He fails to be by my side...
Thank you Allah.
Alhamdulillah setelah lama tak sakit,akhirnya, Allah berikan sakit pada diri ini, moga ia menjadi kifarah diri yang terlalu banyak noda dan dosa. ameen ya Rabb. Sungguh, nikmat sihat sebelum sakit nikmat yang mudah dilupakan. Maafkan hambaMu ini ya Allah.
Sudah masuk minggu ke-3 aku berada di posting yang baru, subhanaAllah banyak sungguh yang aku pelajari mengenai kehidupa, dalam mengenal erti kehambaan...
sungguh nikmat kehidupan, setiap helaan nafas adalah hak milik mutlak Allah swt, bila saat nyawa di kerongkongan tiada apa yang mampu dilakukan, di saat itu jelaslah segala hakikat kehidupan. Terbukalah semua hijab yang suatu masa dahulu sering kali menjadi tanda tanya kehidupan. ya Allah, sungguh aku gerunkan dan risau mengenai nasib diri ku kelak bila bertemu dengan malaikat Izrael, mampukah aku melihat dunia ini melalui kaca mata hambaMu yang sebenar atau akhirnya larut dengan fatamorgana dan isinya yang melalaikan. Yang bila mana nanti tiada apa yang dapat menyelamatkan melainkan iman dan amal. Allahu Allah... sungguh kematian itu datang bila tidak dijangka dan tidak akan pernah lewat mengambil penumpangnya
Alhamdulillah juga, k.fatimah dan aku telah memulakan usrah kami, walau hanya kami berdua insyaAllah moga kami istiqamah. ya Allah, how u never fails to alway sent me some one to help guide me to the right path. thank you Allah~ i love you so very much :) again she reminds me of why we are doing this job- as an ibadah, nothing else... bi'iznillah .... no matter if people put u down, or unsatisfied or u just seem to fail continuously- u would get up, why? because nothing in this world sets your heart but it is the here after and His blessings that you are after, so why sweat if things seem to be falling apart? :)
sometimes it make me wonder, all this sufferings that I've been through, no one seem to care, every body get so pre- occupied with their own life in the end.... being a Doctor, sacrificing most of your time in the hospital, making your loved one to wait for you so you can care for other people, getting sick whilst your patient gets better, having some extra money but with no time to enjoy it, getting scolded at although you know you give your best ... just some of the 'perks' of being a Dr. is not worth a penny if you do not have the right intention at the beginning, it is not worth for your life to be spent that way.... whilst i treasure reading books, being a long life learner, being a traveller in search for His blessings ... so in the end it all matter to one thing... your INTENTION...
and Allah, please keep me stead fast in this path for the right intention with the right attitude... do not let me give up, I only ask for Your mardhatillah, nothing but to see YOU in the here after.
and as I am again at the path where junction seems to be intertwine ...
whatever will be , will be...
please pray for the best of my deen and for everyone too
- tak tahan dgn kempen2 BN utk memancing undi - tol pun ditutup utk mengambil hati rakyat. how pathetic and unethical is that? it is like bribing no?
All praises is due to Allah swt.
Every breath, every steps along the way,
Never He fails to be by my side...
Thank you Allah.
Alhamdulillah setelah lama tak sakit,akhirnya, Allah berikan sakit pada diri ini, moga ia menjadi kifarah diri yang terlalu banyak noda dan dosa. ameen ya Rabb. Sungguh, nikmat sihat sebelum sakit nikmat yang mudah dilupakan. Maafkan hambaMu ini ya Allah.
Sudah masuk minggu ke-3 aku berada di posting yang baru, subhanaAllah banyak sungguh yang aku pelajari mengenai kehidupa, dalam mengenal erti kehambaan...
sungguh nikmat kehidupan, setiap helaan nafas adalah hak milik mutlak Allah swt, bila saat nyawa di kerongkongan tiada apa yang mampu dilakukan, di saat itu jelaslah segala hakikat kehidupan. Terbukalah semua hijab yang suatu masa dahulu sering kali menjadi tanda tanya kehidupan. ya Allah, sungguh aku gerunkan dan risau mengenai nasib diri ku kelak bila bertemu dengan malaikat Izrael, mampukah aku melihat dunia ini melalui kaca mata hambaMu yang sebenar atau akhirnya larut dengan fatamorgana dan isinya yang melalaikan. Yang bila mana nanti tiada apa yang dapat menyelamatkan melainkan iman dan amal. Allahu Allah... sungguh kematian itu datang bila tidak dijangka dan tidak akan pernah lewat mengambil penumpangnya
Alhamdulillah juga, k.fatimah dan aku telah memulakan usrah kami, walau hanya kami berdua insyaAllah moga kami istiqamah. ya Allah, how u never fails to alway sent me some one to help guide me to the right path. thank you Allah~ i love you so very much :) again she reminds me of why we are doing this job- as an ibadah, nothing else... bi'iznillah .... no matter if people put u down, or unsatisfied or u just seem to fail continuously- u would get up, why? because nothing in this world sets your heart but it is the here after and His blessings that you are after, so why sweat if things seem to be falling apart? :)
sometimes it make me wonder, all this sufferings that I've been through, no one seem to care, every body get so pre- occupied with their own life in the end.... being a Doctor, sacrificing most of your time in the hospital, making your loved one to wait for you so you can care for other people, getting sick whilst your patient gets better, having some extra money but with no time to enjoy it, getting scolded at although you know you give your best ... just some of the 'perks' of being a Dr. is not worth a penny if you do not have the right intention at the beginning, it is not worth for your life to be spent that way.... whilst i treasure reading books, being a long life learner, being a traveller in search for His blessings ... so in the end it all matter to one thing... your INTENTION...
and Allah, please keep me stead fast in this path for the right intention with the right attitude... do not let me give up, I only ask for Your mardhatillah, nothing but to see YOU in the here after.
and as I am again at the path where junction seems to be intertwine ...
whatever will be , will be...
please pray for the best of my deen and for everyone too
- tak tahan dgn kempen2 BN utk memancing undi - tol pun ditutup utk mengambil hati rakyat. how pathetic and unethical is that? it is like bribing no?
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